People

I hate people. Plain and simple. I just hate people. People always seem to find some way to irritate the heck out of me. I can not stand it at all. If I'm going to be a philosopher and reach out to millions of people, I'm definitely going to learn how to deal with people. It's impossible for me if people irritate me.

I just hate it when people just have something to brag about. If you have something you take pride in, don't berate me with your nonsense and pride in what you have. Keep your pride to yourself, if you do that right, I won't go the whole time you're sitting their shoving your pride down my throat thinking about ways that I can kill you or at least get away. Pride is as much a sin as anger is. When it comes to me, someone else's pride and their bragging about it all the ding dang time, can fuel the fire of my anger. I am someone who's usually conservative and self centered, if someone wants to brag to me how they have something better than I do, they can be lucky their even alive. These days, I find myself now trying to be conservative and self centered and calm, but people are just increasingly becoming irritating. I feel this may be God's wrath on me somehow. It feels like God's just trying to make me jump out of the cage I created for myself and just rip someone's larynx out and beat them with their own spinal cord. That kind of stuff will put me in jail.

People should just keep their pride and things they cherish to themselves, because a lot of people are just lucky to be alive, well fed, and have clothes on their backs. It's just stupid to brag about something you have that no one else does or you're better at something than anyone else. I feel people should just keep things to themselves and kep their darn mouths shut.

Meditating to try and stay calm under stupidity,

Yours Truly