Judgement

Judgement is a major pet peeve of mine. Everybody judges as well. It is usual. However, I will not accept anymore negative judgments to me. Judge not by my looks, judge not by my words, judge not by my actions. Please refrain from negativity to me, I've reached my limit. I find it irritable.

Judge me not by my looks, beauty is only truly skin deep. My horrendous looks have nothing to do with the challenges I've faced and the judgement I've received from it. I did not ask to be this way, it was nature that made me the way I look. Everywhere I go, I seem to be entitled as "that geeky little white boy". I absolutely hate it. Please refrain from calling me anything by the content of my looks. To me, it is immoral and that act shall be intolerable. People who judge me by my looks are truly the blind ones at the edge of a steep cliff. They know not their wrongs, they only judge by what they can see. In comparison to a blind man at the edge of a steep cliff. The blind man thinks there is surface in front off him, and he falls, not knowing what he has done wrong. I have trouble opening up at times and I myself do not like talking. So judge me by my true character and not by my pitiful face.

Judge me not by my words, we all have a right to say what we wish. The words I speak in essays and the reflections I write are of leisure and personal entertainment. I do not wish to say I am the best there is, I do not wish to compete with others. My words don't reflect me being the center of the universe, we are all the universe's center. If I wish to spread my messages because I wish to feel the joys of sharing my personal triumphs, I will share the words I've written. I can be criticized if I wish, but negativity strikes me down, not build me up. My words are my wisdom, my character, my soul and all of my triumphs put into text, if one can not find anything nice to say about my works, refrain from your critique at once! I don't like it at all. It breaks my heart like paper.

Judge not by my actions, I only do what I please. The old wise ones said actions speak louder than words and nowadays actions are but a whisper. People are judgmental only by looks and words as it may seem to myself. I wish not to express false claims from my body language. If my head shall come down upon the desk that's supported the student's work, I am either feeling ill in my stomach, waiting for work to come because I haven't received any or am waiting for more work or I may put my head to rest from feeling light headed and must have to clear my mind. I don't sleep at all in school, it is but an illusion and a faulty lie.

If judging me by my looks, words, and my actions continues to be judged as false and negative, refrain from looking at me, refrain from reading my words, and be gentle with me, I am not hard as stone, I am but a fragile little piece of paper.

I hope this gets through to you,

Yours Truly